I can feel my heart shatter

Into a million tiny pieces, but you can get through this, I can get through this, we can do this. Do what you need to and make yourself happy, you deserve to be.

....

You always let me down.

Hello blogspot

I missed you
and istill hate the xbox

Sometimes pt 3

I know im not part of my own family.

Sometimes pt 2....

Family

I Don't know if its worth fighting. Please prove me wrong.
I don't know which one is my family.

Spring break?!

Well iHaven't really blogged in awhile so lets update on somethings.
March something,09
That performance for the Board meeting was the best ever. iMean the standing ovation was just LOVELY. I've never felt soo happy after a performance. And it was actual standing ovation. It was like woah! this is better then all the applause from all of our concerts combined.
April 3,09
Spring break just started and everyone is at music in the parks but me,chenelle,and joy. my spring break is starting out so fun! NOT.

and

it doesnt matter what you do or how well you do it because they're always lookng for your flaws and not your achievements. Family is there to constantly remind you that you're a failure and nothing else.